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Ecco2K - Fragile (Official Audio)

Nov 27, 2019

Prod. Gud

Wake up, happy

Wash my face in acid

I'm glassy, shattered

Wrapped in bubble plastic

I'm fragile

Wash my hands in gasoline

Matches and kerosene

Please handle me carefully
Damage me

Sparkly, I'm glossed over

Come here, yeah come over

I can tell that something's broken

Stop, smell the roses

I see things in stop motion

Skin, bone and sun lotion

Skin tone like Diet Cola

Skin tone like Diet Cola

So cold, vodka soda

I lost control of it

Zip-lock of rat poison

Salt crystals dissolving

Cook off the tap water

Lay down at dawn and

Crawl back up at nightfall

Stop my racing heart

Beat, soft, hard

And it stops and starts

My racing heart, it stops and starts

Breaks apart and paints the walls

Where did all this pain come from?

Break the laws and sell the cause

Break my chains, I change my locks

I want to talk to the spirit Gods

I talk to you through broken jaws

Broke my teeth on something hard

I'm missing something

I'll do it all for nothing

Andas in, andas ut

Andas in, andas ut

Andas in

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aesthetics of lingering

+  essay

++ totalHalo; audiovisual composition


Posted byu/TeacherTraining8739 
12 hours ago

Is it known what Ecco used to make 3rd crush and 7th crush? Did he make it on his phone?

software accelerations; technological affordances

Perk ☆12/30/2022 7:00 PM

fool u have fallen for their ingenious trap


Average drainer hallucinations

ambi vert
1 week ago


4:41 AM

real life looks like its glitching

admin vic01/09/2023 10:17 AM

Even when I play video games I feel high arousal in my nervous system fast racing heart but it’s like a good adrenaline way but the bad one just feels bad n stressful

I'm 104 years old and I remember the first time I heard this song in 1944 after we liberated Stockholm. It touched my heart then and it touches it now.

7 months ago
Jason Watts

Im a time traveller from the year 1776. The declaration of independence was just signed and the national anthem is Cartier God Icedancer Interlude. They have been lying to you this whole time!

Richard Ivan
1 year ago

one week without icedancer I don’t know what is real anymorv

sophia jullien
1 month
1 month agoim 300 years old and i remember times when i live in castle draining everyday thank you bladee

6 months ago

yo please bring this back to spotify

toaster sticks
1 month ago

As a 229 year old War of 1812 veteran, I remember blasting this during the burning of Washington. It brings back so many memories.

9 months ago

the cloud; disembodied distribution

hour 20 without icedancer... i began to shake when i first heard the news of it disappearing, and didnt think it was real. i went to spotify and it WAS real.. the sight of it horrified me and i started hyperventilating. i tried to distract myself by listening to other albums, such as eversince and redlight, but that only made me think about it more. i then proceeded to break into tears and start violently shaking. i had to turn it off because all i could hear were the voices in my head saying "ICEDANCER IS GONE... ICEDANCER IS GONE... ICEDANCER IS GONE..." and i went crazy. so crazy i started abruptly sweating and breathing heavily, i felt like i was about to die. as the hours passed, it got worse and worse. i felt like demons were taking control over my mind and monsters started to arise from my heart. intense shaking, sweating, sobbing, and screaming non stop. for hours on end. i tried to console myself by taking a rest, but that night the thought of icedancer being gone kept me up all night. i managed to get around 40 mins of sleep, waking up with bloodshot eyes. though i was insanely tired, i thought that maybe icedancer would be back, so it would be okay. i slowly made my way onto the spotify app, reluctantly searching "icedancer", hoping for the best. my heart starting pounding as i realized it wasnt there. i ran to the bathroom with the urge to vomit, and i starting brutally vomiting up blood. tears started viscously pouring out of my eye sockets. i could feel all the demons exiting my body as the blood and tears emitted from my body holes. to calm myself down, i decided to finally go on a walk, after years of being locked up, decaying, rotting away in my bed, listening to icedancer. ...... huh? whats this...? it was sharp and green. my eyes widen as i remember. GRASS. i hadnt seen the sight of it in years. as i bend down and softly lay my hand onto it, it almost pierces through my skin. ouch. it hurt my weak hands which havent ever touched anything else besides my phone, and airpods. thinking of that made me remanence back to the times when i was able to put in my airpods and listen to my favorite album, icedancer. this nearly broke me back into tears. as i run home, i make it to my room in time. i knew what was about to happen. i jump onto my bed and burst into a mental breakdown. with my hands aggressively shaking and my mind filled with voilent thoughts, i come back to my senses. this isnt what bladee would want of me. i cant think this way. that brings me slight peace, and calms me down enough to make my hands steady enough to write this. with my eyes still filled with tears, and waterfalls streaming down my cheeks, i will go to sleep again tonight, with the only thought in my mind being that icedancer is gone. its been very hard getting through these past hours, and im not sure if i can make it any longer. if i die tonight, youll know why. the pure pressure of icedancer being removed from my life. i just cant take it anymore. as i lie my head on my pillow, i wish the best for the rest of you, as im sure you may have had a similar experience as me. goodnight all, and maybe forever. my only wish is to wake up tomorrow with icedancer infront of my eyes. otherwise, i wish to not wake up at all.

1 month ago

5th day without icedancer on spotify i just wanna die

zoid PH
1 month ago

who else here cuz they put icedancer off spotify

aleksi seppala
1 month ago

100r/sadboys•Posted byu/drunkatolivegarden
11 hours ago

Doodling off an edible & listening 2 crest / spiderr

r/sadboys•Posted byu/haleyie
2 days ago

Dream of running into bladee in a secret parking garage bathroom party

So this was about 2 years ago. My dream starts out with me as a young child (around 7 or 8 I’d guess). I’m in this huge multi-level parking garage, and I’m being chased by some monster made of thick black smoke. I’m running for my life all through this parking garage that’s mostly empty besides a few cars. I run into a crack head looking lady who asks what I’m running from. I tell her and she’s like “ok sure” and starts yelling at egging it on to show itself and it appears and basically pulls her apart. I run as fast and far as I can and see an entry way that lead to the restrooms. I bust into the restroom and find it packed full of drainer looking peeps. There’s music and smoke in the air and I’m just pushing through people trying to find a corner to hide in. I’m then stopped by a guy (I didn’t remember he was bladee in the dream but I still recognized that he looked familiar) he looked at me and was like “what are you doing here? You shouldn’t be here?” And I told him idk how I got here but there’s a monster in this garage that’s been chasing me and I just saw it kill a woman and everyone in here is in danger. He kinda just grinned and shook his head then he said “that monster is nothing to be afraid of, he’ll only hurt you if you are scared. As long as you know in your head you are safe, and show no fear, he’ll leave you alone”Bladee then proceedes to walk me out of the bathroom party and down several levels of the garage to the exit. We passed the monster once but I could feel bladee’s bravery and lack of fear, and it helped me to feel the same. I said thanks, and he told me to remember, no monster can hurt me if I as long as I remember to have no fear. I tried DM’ing bladee in real life asking if he knew anything about parking garage bathroom parties in the astral realm and if so that I was thankful for his help but so far no response.

this is what all music will sound like in 2040 mark my words

2 years ago

şñëěk ❄Yesterday at 7:17 AM

feel stupidly stuck in my current circumstances. bein some overgrown kid t'feels like

[7:18 AM]

r/sadboys•Posted byu/Aggressive_Archer_972 days ago

Inside out dream

I had a dream about a music video for inside out bladee and lean where on a ferris wheel on the first half then on the second half a rollercoaster and on the second half lean had a lime green skimask for the second half

desire; spotify’s ‘hauntology’ playlist

walk the threshold into the netherworld…

dedicated to Anna Clegg, fellow drainer